LifeAndPurpose
i just finished entourage. and then finished talking to mummy and papa for 20 minutes.
im in meerut, this is my last day here, im moving to bangalore to run my startup now.
at the end of entourage, it just made me realise something, there is just one thing in my life that matters to me, my dream.
everyone at the end were so concerned with relationships, everyone just decided the most important thing to them was a girl, or their family, or anything but the career.
this is not me. this delhi trip ill make sure there is no girl anymore. there will never be a girl, ever.
this is my life. my fucking life, i have sacrificed so much more, worked so hard for to get here. gone through so much fucking shit to get here. this mindset that i have, this feeling on invincibleness, that's me. this optimism. this belief. this work. everything, ive built this with my fucking sanity. this math ability, ive built it with my bare hands.
i am never ever going to let anyone or anything play even a slight role in it ever again. no one is as obsessed as me. this is my fucking dream.
i love the dream man, the idea of working from the moment i wake up to the moment i pass out, the dream of owning the fucking world.
i know for fucking sure the world is mine. i know it is mine. i know i can do anything.
i cannot let anything effect it ever.
first off, there is one person who has a slight... effect on it, ill cut her off this trip. i know i have to. for little mony. for the dream.
i used to spend 4 hours cycling just thinking about the dream. thinking about my life. getting motivated. thinking about math or cs or work.
that is the feeling i want. where im just completely consumed. completely consumed in myself. that's all i want.
going to california, led zepplin playing on loop
besides that, life is fucking great man. im that kid, the kid who is always just fucking happy as fuck, always just excited as fuck, aura maxxing, enjoying life, having so much confidence. let's just get back to that kid man, that's all it is.
the kid who would do so many pranks, so much bullshit, just get hype doing math, get so excited about little things.
that is the kid i need to be. that is the life i want to life.
that is the purpose of my life, to dedicate myself to the dream in my own way.
mony,i am going to live the most legendary life ever. i am going to have so much fun doing it.
this is my world man.
the little kid with the big dreams, ill make you proud. here we go. the decision is made.
this is your life bro, go live it out.
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